concert in the park!

soo i havent posted anything new in like almost week..

guess what I've been busy.
well not all the days but most of them..

that party was friday.
omg what an adventure..
soo first my bff bailed on me and i had the biggest attitude but i got over it..
i went with these girls from my school there real cool.
any way so my id didnt work lol.. the bouncer said i look nothing like the girl and asked me to step off the line lmaooooo.

thank god my friend was throwing the party he talked to the bouncer and i got in ( whewww)
i was this close to crying lol.. as you can see I'm a tad bit immature and babyish.
but yea i got in. it was cool i drank a lil wasn't ode smacked but had fun non the less..

i didn't get home that night until like 5.. then everyone decided to crash at my house... so i really didn't get to sleep until like 8 that morning when everyone was gone yikes.
so yea Saturday i slept all day and cleaned up real quick before my mom got home..

Sunday i went to my grandmas house!
if you know me, you know i love my grandma like ode.
i hadn't seen her since the beginning of the month.. her and my aunt went to Atlanta.
i was so happy to see her and eat her food mm..

i was so happy she bought me my microwave for school and my cousin came and filled up a bin filled with a comforter set towels sheets hangers Tylenol. Im basically set for college thats coming up in about 14 dayss!!!!!! yes I'm ode hypee!!! :)

Monday was really fun and cool.
my mom works in Brooklyn in a home for retarded people.. but the people aren't really really retarded they just mostly have behavioral issues. but anyway i went to her job because she took some of the younger ones to a trip. there was a free concert in Wingate park in Brooklyn..
the guest of the night was Erica Baudu ( if thats how u spell her name) but yea.. we got some good seats since i was with "handicapped ppl " i dont know alot of her songs but the show was hott!! she tore it up.. then she started cutting ass on police and george bush (ahh how sweet)

but yeaa thats what i been up too..

the rest of the week i just been chilling being a lazy fucker sleeping eating ya know..
but now my friends are on their way to come over and chill ( yesterday was my bffs last day and stupid kmart) yay soo now im gonna harrass her all the time until she goes to Jamaica.

but its been real Danica J

when moms away....

I MUST PLAY!!

My mother left to Atlantic city tonight!!
for the rest of the weekend i'm an adult.
i have full responsibility of myself.
left with 80 dollars a metro card and no food in the house..... hehe..

first thing i did as an a temporary adult was get my hair did.. finally man. Boy do i look good.

then i meet up with my bff ( Danielle B.)
i chill at her house for a few watch her get dress and help her pick out this bad ( good/hot) ass dress for the party!
next thing we do is go get my id ( thanks jannelle ) the party is for 18 and over people... and as you read in my first post I'm only 17 :( :(

after that we take a dunkin donuts break..
then we go back to her hood ( neighborhood) meet up with her neighbor rafeea and her to friends. next thing is i pick up clothes from a ex fren of mine ( ooo scandelous lol) <--- not even.

that took dumb long. i felt bad having these ppl wait for me but my citzen of humanity jeans were there and these things are a must for school.. i was getting kinda nervous too because the girls i was with play no game and the would of turned it up in coop lol.

after that we went to danielles job ( yea she works in kmart guys) <-- sorry to blow you up danielle lol. her job is like the ode hang out spot we was there chatting and making fun of people for like a half a hour..

then we went to another store i'd rather not name on the internet because I've noticed the weirdest most randomest ppl read my blog. lol anyway danielle found her dream shoes for the party. omg i almost forgot rafeea and danielle was about to fight the ppl in this store lol we were in there for a really long time and the workers started following us around lol soo rafeea yelled out stop snooping around we aint takin shit and danielle started gettin crazy lmaoo. but yea danielle found her dream shoes then we left..

i was suppose to pick up my friend from work but i got really sleepy ( sorry eric ) next time i gotchuu lol. but anyway that concludes my first day as a temporary adult

ohh by the way my money count is --- is about 50 dollars.. such a shame how did i spend 30 dollars gosh! butt any way im out to bed im tired man

my weekend in a nutshell.

heyllo bloggers and other ppl that read my blog lol ( idk what to call yall)

first i want to welcome my bff tefarra to blog spot! read her blog its listed under my favss!
but yea as you can see i decided not to post friday and saturday


( well i did saturday lol it was nessecary.. im kinda moody.. ya know side effects of being a teenage girl)


well anywayy as the title seyss! my weekend in a nutshell

sooo friday all i did was clean sleep clean wash clothes..and watch cheasly lately lol... well for the most part..


then at around 1230 am i got a odee sugar rush soo i hit up the bestest neighbor a girl could have ( vee ) and convinced him to put some cookies in a ziploc bag and met him to get them lol... yea i know beaast.. but i had to.. well i couldnt just get cookies and leave.. we ended up staying outside for like 30/40 minutes chattin

then i came home got some milk and watched a bunch of reruns of the fresh prince and cartoons on nickelodeon.


now saturday was an adeventure


i woke up at like 10 on a saturday super excited!
I had a package waiting for me at the post office and i looove gettin mail
soo i showered and quickly got dress
made it to the post office at around 1130 didnt get to the front of the line until like 1145 i know only 15 minutes but still it felt like 4ever.. then i gave the lady my slip she gave me my package a bigg envelope... inside wass!!!!





.... some stupid papers from my dads lawyerr smfh talk about dissapointmentt...





after that i slowly walked home

i was ode hungryy soo i begged mi madre for money to go to mcdicks.. smh she started complaining about how i need a job and bullish .. but anyway i have this change jar ( yea im a looser)

sooo she makes me empty it.. we seperate all the dimes nickles and pennies oh and quaters.. we take it to the bank and i get a whopping 53. 76 ! go me go me..


i balled out in mcdonaldss lol



for the rest of the day this is what i accomplished





thats my life in some bins.. ( well my winter life )

that night i hung out with my neighbor again.. i came home at some more milk and cookies and watched breakfast at tiffanys for the first time ( I LOOOOVE THAT MOVIE)

please watch that movies you will fall in love with holly .. a.k.a lu lu

that concludes my weekend.. yea i dont count sunday as the weekend. plus all i did was sleep anyway soo no need to discuss that..

but this week and weekend i actually have planss!
holla my moms going to atlantic city from thursday to saturday. sooo im wildin out!! yay

but im outie for now.. its been real danica J

... truth

start - 1254

it started early feb. of 2006 i was 15...i met you.. i didnt know it would end like this.. actually i didnt know there was a start. it was just fun..
then the 28th rolled around and it began.. life was perfect. my first love.. i thought i love the one before you.. that is until i met you... you taught me exactly what it was to love.. not purposely...it was like we taught each other.. both young and dumb... new to everything... just going with the flow and loving where it took us..

it ended aug...2007 almost made 2yrs.. it was my fault i admit it.. we played around both loving each other for 6 months.. then it was seemingly over.."love never dies" and true to its word.. we were reborn.. for a short week..

now that week is over and i realized love does die... but true love doesn't.. we died today we loved... but it wasn't true...no our love didn't die together.. see his love died a while ago...mine is still there... i always thought.. its impossible to love someone who doesn't love you.. i always told my friends i could never love someone who doest care about me..its just senseless. sorry guys.. im senseless.. i love i love i love... soo much.. but you cant force love.. it flows.. and we don't flow...im trying but its like he loves that i love him...but doesn't love me...so im confused and torn and ive been loosing sleep.. trying to keep busy not trying to accept the fact that we will never bee...but today at 101 ( time now) i accept it.. i never been the one to pour my heart out or admit defeat... but I've been defeated.. I'm crushed heart broken and overall devastated.. i had no idea this is how it would turn out ... or else i would of never signed up for this. I'm afraid i wont ever stop loving you.. im afraid that in college i wont be able to sleep because i will be up thinking of you...i know i will.. im only 17..

ill look back at this 10 yrs from now and laugh and shake my head at myself.. even possibly show my husband this stupid posting .. and it will be nothing more than that .. a posting... but for now..its a sad sad ending to something im longing for..

its been real danica J

1:06 am

so.. I left my house

Today was a productive dayy...
not only because i beat my own score on brickbreak ( level 16.. 10400 points)


I did what i promise myself i was going to doo.. i went to the stupid lawyer and handled my buisness.. im proud of myselff... ! go me go me!

the bad thing isss i got home pretty late because i was walkng around downtown..
the office is downtown near where the world trade center is soo you could imagine the things you see downtown.


Soo first there was about 6 people selling bootleg fendi,coach,prada and lv bags..


I was pretty tempted to buy a bag for school out there. then theres the millions of people selling water for 1 dollar then the worse part of it all.. is all the construction walkin down side streets under scaffolds all these detours who knew it would take soo long to fix.. but Im not complaining.. all the work being done down there.. just feels sooo newyorkish.. only in ny will you actually see a man drilling a whole into the ground soo being a new yorker i guess you learn to appreciate these little nuiances.


after walking around for about a 20 minutes i decided to look in century 21.
<--this is excatly how it looks lol see the constuction

I dont shop here often but i absoluetlyy loooove this store.. the only store in newyork where u can get legit, true relgion, citzens of humanity, paper denim etc, for soo cheap. Its like new yorks best kept secrect every one shops there but no one ever talks about it. Like you'll hear people say "oo im going downtown to macys to get some jeanss" but youll never here some one say " yea girl im going to get some discount jeans from century 21" centruy 21 is the kind of store where you will see your friend in a new pair of gorgeous expensive jeans and say girll when and where and shell say oo these ole thangs i forgot when i got these, knowing it was like 1 week ago for about 65 dollars.

well all this braggin about this store.. i went in and found absolutely nothinggg! all their juicy couture stuff was completly out dated they had nothing i could picture myself wearing in college it was such a mess in that store i felt like i was back in brooklyn shoppin in thrift stores with my 50 yr old grandmother no kudos for century 21 today.

after my dissapointment there i went to the train.. and made my way back to the boogie down..
i got in around 930 ate settled in when i remember today is thursday and i missed more than half of greys anatomy ( sad face ) even tho i knew i wouldnt understand the episode i turned it on and saw the same scence i see in all their episodes.. an akward elevator moment this time it was between grey younger sister ( lexie grey) and the hospital perv (alex ) <--- im not sure if it was him but i remeber i think it was.. sorry if it wasnt i caught it for a split second... the next scence i saw i swear it almost made me cry even tho i had noo idea who baiely was talking about.. but she was pouring her heat out to mcdreamy about how she was a bandgeek all that blah blah mess... i must say it touched me.. then my mother called me in her room soo i tottally missed the ending. sorry guys!

im not going to lie i dont religiously watch greys anatomy.. but i tottally love the show except for the fact that they kicked off the only blk guy and left christan yang alone and desperate..

( sorta like grey, the desperate part.. not so much alone.. ha)

but anyway.. im going to youtube some episodes of the secrect life of an american teenager
( my new obbsession )

im a looser im tryna find a good catch phrase to sign out on lol.. as u can see no luck ony ideas definetly post them to me ;) toodles... i guesss

im soo ashamed of myself

smh today i actually had plans.. not exciting ones buta reason to leave the house...smh (shaking my head) <---- a lil aim slang for ya

sooo the reason i had to leavee my house today is kind of embarrassing but hey its a reason...

there trying to deport my father! noo im not sad.. i dont know the dude like that.. actually i dont really like him.. and i no im not angry at him for leaving my mom.. actually my mom left him...my father is mentally retarted..what he sufferes from i have nooo idea but he has one and it came from smokin some bad stuff im guessing.... truthfully i dont like him because hes mental i know i know i should feel bad but when i was little he was cool i was probably mental myself but noww im 17 and i just dont want to be bother..

well anyway his "legal aid lawyers" have been hunting me down trying to get me to come in.. soo i was like let me go today. my appointment was at 4. yea soo i never made it.

its soo far as i said before i live in the bronx this place is downtown like towards where the world trade center used to be and thats soo far.

i had intentions on going when i woke up ( at 808 thanks to my mom who woke me up and made me wash dishes i was suppose to wash last night smh)

i set my phone alarm until 100..then until 2.. then 230 then around 245 i called them and cancelled my appointment.


i knw i should goo he doesnt deserve to get deported. i promise ill go tomorrow.

also if ur reading this how do i subscribe to other ppls blogs and stuff like that guys help me out all i know how to do is post blogs

first time for everything.

who am i.

im danika johnson... but i prefer u call me danica J
why?? it sounds soo much more sopisicated lol.

well as I was saying. Im danica J and im a 17 yr old soon to be college freshmen.
Im trying to survive thru the boringest summer ive ever been thru im my entire 17 years of life.

bored of facebook and myspace.. i remember a friend of mine told me about blogspot.. i didnt know the excat address soo i googled in blogspot and low and behold this website popped up.

soo as many of the users here.. i signed up and began writing my first blog.

im kinda suprised i didnt join this site earlier... im kind of an internet junky ive been on every website known to man including sconex hi-fi facebook myspace me.com theres like a million lol.

well more about me.. as i was saying im a soon to be college freshmen.
i will be attending Morrisville State College in morrisville new york.. never heard of it right?? lol neither have I. well im stuck there because i got the most money from it. Hopefully i do extremely well in my 4 yrs from there and go on to graduate school at columbia university.
by the way im from nyc by way of the bronx

BX BABYY.
well i wasnt born there truthfully lol i spen about 14 years of my life living in brooklyn in a nice house with my grandmother and mother... then sadly moved to a nice size 2bed room apartment right before my 14 birthday. i hated it at first but nowww i must admit... the bronx has grown on me...

the bronx honestly taught me how to dress.. defend my self and be who i am today i thinkk... lol.


what else is there about me...hmm

im a virgo ( sept 7. holla)
im a total loooser honestly but im cute soo i think i get by lol..
i love harry potter
gossip girls
the clique (books)
and anybook about stupid snotty rich girls lol its true.. well unless there from california.. i hatee books based on ppl from california for some weird reason

im in love with my ex-boyfriend lol but i cant seem to committe myself to only him..
im afraid of...hmm idk bugs i guess but not likea phobia..

anyway im done with my first post.. as u can see once i start rambling i never stop but

ill be posting more of these probably like 3 times a week seeing as how bored i am..COME ENJOYY GIVE ME A REASON TO LIVEEE LOL


its been realllll!! danica J